Its rare that I am taken by the sincerity of people. VERY rare. So many people are fake. So many people want to appear attractive and will say or do anything. So many other people are lost. I have a friend who is probably the most far off person you would ever expect me to be friend’s with- infact, anytime anyone has ever met her they have said the same- Meredith. She was HER from the moment I met her. I loved it. Its fascinating to me. Its not to say that other people I’ve met havent been amazing or genuine-its just very specific moments I meet people who have a love behind their eyes and a sincerity that is unmatched. The first time I met GUY #1’s father it was the same feeling. He radiated sincerity. There were no deep conversations-the visit wasn’t long-but I’ll never forget meeting him. The same with crazy #2’s dad-he was incredible-the thing I regretted the most about leaving that relationship was losing my visitation rights with him. Brandy’s grandparents both. It was immediate.
I lost my grandmothers when I was very young. Far before I knew to appreciate them before they were gone. Grandma Judy was my grandmother IMMEDIATELY. She made me feel like her very own. And when I say she is a BAD ASS-There is no one else who fits the definition the same. She will bake cookies in the morning and go hunting that afternoon. From the moment I met her she has proven her strength and loyalty. She is also the most gentle person I have ever met. To be so fierce AND feminine in one is RARE. She would cry at reading a birthday card, or the mention of something that touched her heart. It was remarkable.
This happened so fast. They stopped treatment last week and she is gone.