How can I control the mind racing? Am I going to get all the karma I've been promised? Will the HUNGER for more ever end? Looking for some peace.
I knew I was gay since I was a very young child. THAT is for another post. This is about the GUYS I've had in my life. All trans. "It doesn't matter but it matters" as Ro-MEYO, one of the guys I've had "relations" with has said. They are OBVIOUSLY guys, but its important to … Continue reading BOYS LIKE ME…
The conversation in my living room this evening. Mary is a good friend. She has known my wife since they were 18 (wife is 37). Mary and I became extremely and incredibly close as soon as we met. There has been some dramatic "break ups" between the two of us as friends, but we are … Continue reading No, not “baby” anymore..If I need you, I’ll just use your simple name..
Its rare that I am taken by the sincerity of people. VERY rare. So many people are fake. So many people want to appear attractive and will say or do anything. So many other people are lost. I have a friend who is probably the most far off person you would ever expect me to … Continue reading GOD MUST BE BUSY…
I like your pants around your feet And I like the dirt that's on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you're looking up at me You're like my favorite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I … Continue reading AND I LIKE THE DIRT THATS ON YOUR KNEES…
I think that for the majority of people that have been in relationships with me, they feel like I am the one that gives less..or am less than two feet in. That is what I hear. But there are so many things I have done that would tip that scale in a bigger picture. Sacrifices … Continue reading I’VE BEEN DYING JUST TO FEEL YOU BY MY SIDE..
"THE HUNGER" IN 2002 Alanis came out with a song "Narcissus"- five women I shared intimacies on different levels sent that song to me-it "reminded" them of me. It was a nicer way of saying "Sociopath" for some that I had damaged. A few sent it right away (duh-my types listen to Alanis) - the … Continue reading I’VE BEEN A BAD BAD GIRL…
This is just between me and you and you... I am going to make and KEEP this commitment. I need to just let it all out here. I just turned on Velvet Rope its perfect for THIS day. This mood. This personality. This moment. I am so tired of not getting everything out because of … Continue reading NO ONE EVER DIED FROM WANTING TOO MUCH
